i love this town…
and then somedays i wake up hating it.
no rhyme or reason, i just feel hate swell in my chest.
i dont want to hate. i just want to love.
and be kind and see the world as beauty through all its destruction.
but sometimes its too hard.
so i hold my tongue that day and wait till im alone at night to release it.
i just cry and pray for forgiveness for the pointless hatred i feel inside.
but this poor town gets it an awful lot.
i guess you always hate the things you love the most.
